i feel so er... dunno how to say gav her all my firsts... i muz hav gone crazy over her le.... cant do w/o her... she made mi realize alot bout tis world.... i juz cant believe wad i m goin to do in the next two days.... ther seems to be too much things to do bt yet so little time.... i m glad bout my decision bt i dun wan to think bout tis sat... i will be leaving tis little red dot... n leave 4 a bigger country.... though i will be coming back i juz couldn't bear to leave her 4 sooo long.... it is tearing mi apart... i wan to die... bt if i die, i will leave her 4ever which i m unable to do.... i juz dun wan to leave her 4 soooo long... i wan to c her everyday every minute every second... i will die if i m unable to... will be counting down the no. of days i m going to live w/o her.... juz hope tt she will nv fall in luv wif another guy n leave mi here suffering.... if she does i will rather go n die n leave tis place.... tis horrible world... she is wad kept mi going 4 so long... nw i hav became a cat, a pig n a ghost... going to haunt tis world, fine maybe nt the world bt frogs hahaz.... going to haunt the frog now le bb... hahaz....